As I sailed away from the Cape Verde islands with a spinnaker up in increasingly mellow trade winds I finally had some time to fully consider where I was relative to the rest of the fleet and how my race had gone thus far. I could not hear any of the accompaniment boats on the vhf radio and in fact very little chatter of any sort. From the ssb radio broadcasts that I was picking up I knew that I was lying firmly in 25th position in the prototype fleet and was starting to feel a bit like I didn’t have a chance to catch back up. I think that something all solo sailors struggle with during their time at sea is the isolation and the ability to keep one’s spirits up when things aren’t looking so good and there is nobody to talk to. I was very lucky at this time to be in touch occasionally via vhf with, Craig and Keith, and just a few minutes of talking with friends each day really made a big difference on the moral front.
Two days after passing through the Cape Verde islands on the 14th of October in the morning I crossed a pronounced dark cloud line and within minutes the wind went extremely variable and squalls begin to appear on the horizon. I knew that this was roughly where I should be entering the doldrums. It was quite clear that I had crossed into this dreaded zone of light variable winds and powerful fast moving squalls. Lucky for me a light, but relatively consistent, east south east wind filled in shortly after entering the doldrums and for two days I was able to make steady, although slow, progress down the course. For these two days I was constantly on the watch for the ever present squalls and often had to rapidly roll up my gennaker and put two reefs in the main as I was engulfed by a squall that I was unable to avoid.

A pretty typical doldrums squall passing behind me
At this point in the race absolutely everything on the boat was wet. It was horrifically hot during the day and not that much better at night. Sitting in a saltwater puddle on deck 18 hours a day for two weeks leads to some pretty uncomfortable rashes developing on one’s bottom, I’ll refrain from showing the photo I took of my own ass in order to assess the situation. The best relief I could find for this problem was lying naked on my stomach down below while I napped to let my bits dry out a little. It was during one of these naked naps in the middle of the night that I was woken by a powerful squall while sailing with a full mainsail and gennaker. I grabbed my headlamp and leapt on deck, still entirely naked, and proceeded to roll up the gennaker and then go forward to the mast to put two reefs in the main. It was while I was getting pelted with sideways rain in 30kts of wind tucking the 2nd reef into the mainsail, naked as the day I was born, that even I thought what I was doing might be a little nuts. At least I got a good fresh water shower out of the ordeal!
Lucky for me my approach to the doldrums paid good dividends and on the morning of the 16th of October I had climbed to 17th position and was 92 miles behind the leader. In two days I had climbed 8 places and gained 100 miles on the leaders in the fleet. I felt like I was back in the race!
All of a sudden the vhf radio was alive with chatter again as I was now within radio range of a good percentage of the fleet. After many days of having next to no contact with the outside world it was a refreshing feeling to be able to talk with some of the other sailors. Mainly just hearing the voices over the radio made me feel back in touch with the fleet. Exiting the doldrums is something that is not really a defined transition and can be quite interesting when lacking the benefits of any real viable weather forecast. The afternoon of the 16th brought strong gusty south south west winds and the radio chatter was constant as everyone tried to analyze exactly what was going on. This was where we should have been exiting the doldrums yet instead of the south east trade winds filling in we were sailing under a cloudy, doldrums-esque sky with gusty 20-25 kt winds out of the south south west. This presented a tactical conundrum and the stress was obvious in everyone’s voices over the radio as we all tried to sort out how best to handle this unexpected situation.
For the next day I tried to play the shifts as I beat upwind getting soaking wet and trying to keep a very close eye on my jury rigged forestay as it was much more highly loaded while sailing upwind. There was this constant nagging thought in the back of my mind that I was pretty much smack dab in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean at this point. If my jury rig failed and I lost my rig I would be as the English say “Proper Fucked”. Needless to say I kept a close eye on things and actually left a spinnaker halyard tensioned on my inner forestay chainplate to give myself an extra few seconds to act if the forestay attachment did in fact fail while I bashed my way upwind.
Just around dawn on the 18th of October, after beating upwind for a day and a half, I skirted a particularly large squall line. The wind finally began to shift into the southeast and I was off on a course that would almost clear Fernando de Noronha. I really organized the stack (all my gear stacked to windward) for optimum weight placement and sat down to steer for a while. It was still a solid 20-25kts and I trimmed on and had the boat very powered up with 1 reef in the main and full jib. As I settled in and felt the boat getting into a nice groove I heard a loud bang and watched my mast bend wildly as my 2nd diagonal shroud fell away from where it had previously been attached to the mast. I released the mainsheet immediately to take the load off the mast and then got the mainsail down as quickly as I could. I fetched off under only jib, now heading almost due west, as I stared up at my mast and contemplated my current situation. The first thing was to figure out an immediate solution to allow me to safely sail to Brazil without losing my mast and secondly to maintain a pace that would keep me in the race. I climbed the rig with a piece of low stretch “Vectrus” Yale cordage tied to my harness and managed to lash it on to the mast where the broken shroud was previously attached and made it back down to the deck, in one piece, and used some Precourt Systems deadeyes to tension this jury rigged piece of rigging. I raised the mainsail again and as I started to load the rig I could hear, see and feel my replacement shroud stretching as it became loaded. After 30 minutes of this I decided that I needed to climb the rig again and somehow attach the broken PBO shroud back up to the mast (PBO is stronger and lower stretch than anything else that I had on board the boat). After another long and abusive venture up the mast I came down finally confident enough in my rigging to at least carry on at a reasonable pace. This was the fourth time I free-climbed my mast at sea during the race…which was definitely four times too many.

My GPS reading 00°00.77′ North (3/4 of a mile north of the equator).
I celebrated my crossing with champagne for Neptune, my boat and me just a few minutes later.
Settling into the groove of the southeast trade winds was a good thing. With every mile ticked off I was becoming more and more confident that I would actually make it to Salvador without losing my mast. I think most people become very in tune with themselves and their boat during a passage like the MiniTransat and at this point I could feel when my mast moved a little bit the wrong way or gear slipped in the stacking racks and changed the balance of the boat ever so slightly. After passing Fernando de Noronha I started to converge on the coast of Brazil around Recife. On one clear night I could even see the glow of lights far in the distance, the first physical sign of civilization in well over two weeks. It was on one of these first nights close to the Brazilian coast that I heard over the radio a startling hail.
“any mini any mini…mini 686…I have been touched by a ship…he go away without stopping” (with a VERY strong Italian accent)
It is around 0100 local time and I immediately grab the radio to reply, thinking that a fellow sailor was just hit by a ship.
“mini 686 mini 686…is everything OK aboard, are you hurt?” (me)
“I am touched by ship…I continue on” (Luca del Zozzo)
“Luca, is your mast still up? Did the ship actually touch you?”
“A ship touch me…it does not reply on radio…I continue on”
“Luca, did the ship actually hit you or only come close?”
“I don’t understand…I continue”
At this point I attempt to hail an accompaniment boat thinking that Luca has been hit by a ship and his boat is damaged but he is continuing on. Luca is Italian and speaks minimal English so communication over the vhf is mediocre at best. I am pretty sure that he has been grazed by a ship but somehow was lucky enough to not sustain damage that would stop his race, although I really can’t tell because his English is so poor. I finally get in touch with an accompaniment boat via a scratchy vhf connection and there is great concern among all of us that Luca has had a collision with a cargo ship, his boat has been seriously damaged and he might be in need of assistance. For the next two hours I am relaying radio communications between an accompaniment boat and Luca aboard 686 with still no conclusion as to whether he was actually hit by a ship or just came very close. Upon arrival in Salvador it turns out that there in fact was no collision…only a close call! I have to say that it was a bit scary to be sitting on board my boat that night thinking about what could have happened to a fellow sailor or just as easily me.
As I started to get closer to Salvador the wind gradually shifted more to the east and I was able to start carrying a gennaker and then finally a spinnaker again. On starboard jibe I was heading almost due west one evening, blasting along into a sunset so intense that when I looked down and took my sunglasses off all I could see was black spots. The equatorial sun reflecting off the ocean created one of the most intense forms of light I have ever witnessed. There were many moments during the race where I was awed by amazing displays of natural power and beauty and this was definitely one of those amazing moments.
The last days of the race were very enjoyable with moderate downwind conditions that left me feeling better and better every day about the odds of reaching Salvador with my mast still up. I have to say that things were at times a little stressful after I had jury rigged the shroud. The emergency rigging would stretch as it loaded up and when I was down below I could hear these terrible squeaking noises as it moved over the spreader tip under thousands of pounds of load. I finally jibed onto my approach to Salvador and after 21 days at sea I started to get pretty excited about the thought of hot food, a shower and a dry bed in less than 24 hours. As I approached shore around 2300 local time on the 25th of October I started to see lights and then smell the distinctive odor of land for the first time in 21 days. As I got closer I began to hear this unbelievable bass reverberating through the boat and it took me a few moments to realize that there was a party on a beach, still several miles away, that was so loud the sound was carrying out to sea…welcome to Brazil!

Minutes from the finish
I was shadowed by a chase boat with photographers and some of the race organizers on board as I sailed the final mile up to the finish line with this indescribable feeling rising up in me as I neared the finish of this epic adventure. I crossed the finish line after 21days and 18hrs at sea as the 21st prototype and the 35th boat overall out of the 85 boats that started the race. I was met on the dock by family, friends and of course a caipirinha, which I only got to take a few sips of before being thrown into the ocean along with my girlfriend, brother and a few other sailors who had also just arrived. Sitting at the yacht club in Salvador drinking beers as the sun came up with my friends Ollie Bond and Keith Willis, who had finished minutes before and after me respectively, I couldn’t help to think about what an amazing feat we had all just accomplished by covering 4,300 miles of ocean alone in a twenty one foot boat. More importantly I couldn’t stop thinking about how I wanted to come back with a new boat and a well funded program to do the race again, this time with a goal of getting on the podium.

Me, Ollie and Keith welcoming Chris Tutmark (another American)
I’m the second from the right with the big smile if you couldn’t spot me in my scruffy state